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Usually I use NASB when I am sitting down to do my Bible reading, but today when I went to the Bible site I decided to use the NIV just popped up. Normally, I don't care for this version because I feel like it is very dumbed down. I fell like it is a very good version for new believers or children, but don't feel like it challenges my brain very much. Sort of like reading a Nancy Drew. I'm enjoying it, but the challenge is not coming from the syllables of the words. With that said, today I read Exodus 17:1-7. Again the Israelites are complaining. This time because they don't have water. I'm sure that every Christian at one time or another has heard the stories about the Israelites complaining and has been forced to examine their own lives. This, sadly, has been me today. I have noticed that I (a usually positive person) have been complaining a lot more lately. If somebody does something nice for me I immediately look to see what they did incorrectly. I have even been able to find fault with a plate of chocolate chip cookies given from a neighbor. Chocolate Chip Cookies!!!!! This morning, I was feeling very sorry for myself. Missing all of my friends down in Warsaw. Reminiscing of the time at Noa Noa when my flock girls gave me a goodbye dinner. Remembering how much all of my friends cared for me down there. At the same time wishing I had more friends up here. Telling myself that I'm grateful for the couple of friends I do have (which I am), but at the same time asking God to send me more women I can get to know.

How much different am I from the Israelites then? They were not grateful that God had moved them out of the slavery of Egypt. Instead all they could think about was how they were thirsty now. They didn't remember how God brought them through the Red Sea on dry ground, saving them from Pharaoh and his army. All they could think about was they had a need and they wanted it met. Maybe the reason why there are so many examples of the Israelites complaining is because God knew that we as Christians would need a lot of reminding that God has been and will always be providing for us. He does not want to lead us out into the wilderness just to let us die! We need to trust Him that He is leading us where he wants us, and where it is best for us.

God, please help me to be grateful for where you have me right now. I know that you have surrounded me with great and godly friends who love you as much as I. Let me still be thankful for the friends of my past, but be able to keep my mind on being thankful also for the blessings of the present. I don't want to be ungrateful, for you have given me so much. I am truly blessed! Please help me to focus on that today, and not forget to count my blessings. Amen!